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Date:
8/17/2011 6:15:23 PM
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RE: fuck yeah!
I should distribute my email login to you all to read through some of these classics. Here's an exerpt from when I was approaching my "I give up on trying to save you" point. Looking back now - I don't think I understood addiction so well in my approach.
"Tell me why you are doing this to yourself. That's all I want to know. You JUST lost your fucking job over drugs and you turn to them again? You losing that opportunity was so that you could GET sober and STAY sober. That loss means jack shit if you relapse a couple weeks after it happened. What the hell is so terrible about your life that you have to keep using? Why do you ALWAYS fucking shut me out whenever you get like that? Do you want to die? Because you lost everything else and now all you have left is your life... so what's going to make you happy, losing that too? Tell me where you got the xanax from today as soon as you're awake, and why you took it."
