Author: NecroFile  <...>    76.90.112.41 Use this link if you want to link to this message and its entire thread of discussion. Post a Msg
Date: 1/4/2018 11:57:16 AM
Subject: anger and hydrogen

hydrogen fucks you up
the effects you feel are dependent on where exactly this hydrogen is transported within your brain.
plants make this shit. they make tons of it. they make all kinds of stupid shit. especially sugar.

now, one thing in common with these hydrogen compounds are its alkalized state, as im assuming is typical with the nature of hydrogen and how it bonds with other elements. but personally, labeling all these compounds as 'alkaloid' or something similar, is a bit lazy. it's not misleading, it's just too generic of a term.

but anyway, nicotine, THC, heroin, all do the same essential things, and they also have similar flavors if you were to manage to taste any of them directly (like a strange ammonia).
nicotine is highly addictive, so is heroin and THC, though the studies for THC are always strangely inconclusive or lacking all together.
but one thing which can be said about THC, perhaps it's strongest quality, or effect on the human brain, would definitely be its anti-psychotic properties. it's extremely difficult to become angry while high. ive done it before, you have to really make an effort, and it doesn't even feel right.
but anyway,
anyone who has actual braindamage from rage, which is typically labeled as PTSD, can possibly feel a different effect from THC.
it depends on the specific type of damage, but there is a condition where you can essentially blow a fuse out, and yes, this will essentially lift the restriction THC typically has within your system and send it everywhere. it will send it to places where THC hasn't been before.

let me explain how this feels.

picture yourself as a square of butter, just melting all over stack of flapjacks. it's the most erotic pleasure imaginable. its literally better than anything you have ever felt. like hellraiser. your spine becomes infested, you can feel your nerves take on life of their own. literally feels like a separate entity within you, as if your nerves have become some kind of octopus, floating in a warm gentle stream. it heals everything. there is a buildup of undesirable chemical, which the hydrogen will completely flush out. its amazing. do you know how it feels to chew 5 gum? yeah no you fucking dont,
its better than 5 gum.

the great thing is, it's not addictive.
i mean, weed is addictive as fuck, but this new sensation is not any different than weed. its not leaving any lasting side effects or anything. its not compelling to always seek this pleasure.
the actual addiction to weed is similar to nicotine, many people don't know this, but it's true.
the intensity is similar, although they are two completely different systems, and different types of addiction.
weed is actually less intense, but not by much. it's still highly addictive, especially to those who don't know any better.

but damn, the shit feels way good. and it's a feeling of quality.
it's mixed just right. very high quality drug to understand how exactly it functions. "feeling good" does not equal quality in itself. many things can make you feel good, but exactly how they do it involves many different variables. "quality" in drugs is highly complex. it would be difficult to engineer something like this in a lab with hypothetical technology which would allow you to create any chemical element by free will.
other drugs are way too intense and flow through systems which are hardwired to primal responses. but this shit is perfect.

literally 9/10