Author: NecroFile  <...>    172.115.27.83 Use this link if you want to link to this message and its entire thread of discussion. Post a Msg
Date: 12/17/2018 9:32:33 PM
Subject: yes, no, i am the fucking coward

i tend to injure things in such terrible ways that you would not believe

even myself. this is true.

and they mostly happen as moments of innocence. meaning just randomly without hostile intent, or as a opportunity of challenge (such as when i obtained that perfect black hornet trophy)
it is good that i am dumb

i see it mostly the way i injure insects, which i don't even do anymore.
whenever i want to kill an insect. things happen, where they end up dying in the worst possible way imaginable. you would not believe, things that would make you cringe even though you are seeing it happen to an insect. weird moments in time and space, but of brutality.
and that is not shit.
there is a chaos which manifests here on the earth, which is terrible. that military accident with the prop decapitation is not any joke. it is terrible. it is chaos of the gods. it is beyond any mortal.